This morning I as I was putting on my lotion... the smell of it gave me Deja Vu really bad. Which is funny considering the lotion is called "Deja Vu Passions" - the lotion I was convinced to buy while in the mall on our honeymoon. This took me back to one of the best weeks of my life... oh the honeymoon (no I'm not going into honeymoon details). During this week I felt worry free... I just married a wonderful man, I was off work for a week, and we both were going back to (not perfect) but alright jobs. Then on that Friday (Oct 17...) Garrett got the dreaded call from his boss which ended up in him getting laid off. I think its a little strange that I get this Deja Vu exactly three months from the night that we first talked about moving here. Now here I was standing in the bedroom, getting ready to go to the movies, and worrying about where our next job will be. I guess we are never promised that life will be easy, because honestly these past three months have been far from easy. I just wish I knew what was next. The same feelings I had months ago... Deja Vu... maybe... Or maybe God's telling me that it's going to be ok! I can hope and pray that He will provide what's coming next, because He knows Garrett and I can't do it on our own! So... friends... keep us in your prayers!
